I got offered a job on Friday, took the call right in the middle of the street like goddamn! Then I got a Mexican chocolate mocha and a croissant. I bought Tahini sauce to make salad dressings today because I knew I could afford it and also a huge jar of raw honey. I don't want to celebrate obtaining a professional job by buying things, but this is something I notice I have been doing. Please pray for me. Pray that I won't become more of a consumer, like all the other fish.