Not alone. Not in my hottub or my kitchen or on the toilet or in my head. The people are in. They are swarming my peripherals and my screens, over my fingers, under my fingers. They are in. In me. It only hurts on and off. The best part is vibrations and full and replete and warmth and new messages. Now that I am never alone, the darkness does not surge. The darkness is dazzling and never heavy. It's worth it, this device. It's worth it. It's weight in my hand.