Birthday pizza, getting tan from after-work porch sitting, wanting to exercise but not doing it, wanting to go to REI to get running shoes cuz I got a gift certificate there, wanting to be friends, wanting to break faces or travel to a far-off land, wanting to go, wanting to figure it out, more coffee and less people please,  more energy and less expectations please, the sun is incredibly bright and strong even in the morning, I pray our garden will remain alive, no one cleaned up last night not surprised, Shaina was the one who woke me up, told me I should go to bed, I did, left the party.